4th April 2018

today i went into the nature . after cold long winter days in germany, it was a refreshing moment to experience such lovely weather by the lake.
the thoughts and questions that i had in my mind, became answers. i felt that i was able to handle certain situations which i found perplexing.
nature is amazing, especially when you are surrounded by it.
questions become answers, and cares become water.

a detail

why would a detail matter, in a world so vast like ours? i would ask that question again and again. in that silence, where the child meditates, one could hear a note that sounds like the answer to a puzzling query. really fast footsteps, rushing to catch the next bus, in a big city, there is a nice feeling of being lost, a feeling of being connected to the heartbeat of love.

miniature

My late father left behind some miniature figures at home. These specific figures bring back memories of my father being a dreamer, and a person who loved to read and reflect. This first miniature guy in the photo reminds me of the inner soul of my dad. Gaston Bachelard , in his book "The poetics of space " ,wrote that " paradoxically, it seems that by living in the world of miniature , one relaxes in a small space." By looking at these miniatures again, I was somehow transported to another time and space, where I felt intimately connected to the spaces at home shared with my late parents, where I always felt safe to dream and explore as a child, and growing young adult, and to talk to them about my feelings . It is a space where I never felt judged by them, but always, supported in the direction of my dreams. Even though they are now at home in Heaven with God, these spaces shared with them remain in my heart here on earth. Within these spaces, I do feel free to imagine !

inspired

i am thinking, maybe there is a way we could collect inspiration, and later, re group , categorize it, and break it into comprehensible forms. inspiration is a feeling, and i wonder if words could give total justice to it. i have a sense that i am in right now in a space here in singapore , where i am receiving such inspirations from certain people and events , but at the same time, i need a way to define and store them.

music for an exhibition

Last week a friend, Ursula (the young lady in the first photo ) , had an exhibition in Jahnstrasse, and we played some music over there. It was interesting to play in a room with a unique atmosphere created by her works around us.

hiking up the mountains

today i took a break from work, from reality, and hiked up the mountains in Harz, here in Braunschweig. we saw some really cool old school trains. it was cold, but the sun was shining, and the air was quite amazing.