dear God, please help me deal with my addictions. thank you. i think i am struggling again. hopefully, i can overcome this one with Him. sometimes, it is just so very difficult to exercise the right choice.there always lies this conflict, between reason and what we feel.

the dark elusive shadow has returned to haunt my imagination again. i thought it was a thing of the past. i am surprised that i still like it very much. i am confused. but i don't want it to stay. i would like it to go away. i would like to be free.